If I don’t have you when I need you, then I don’t want to have you at all.
– Maria Sfichiu
If I’ll ever ignore you it would be because I’ll be going to make a surprise. If I’ll ever be quiet it would be because I like to talk through my eyes. If I’ll ever forget to bring you the breakfast it would be because I’ll have something else. If I’ll ever be tired it would be because we played good enough. If I’ll ever be late it would be because I stopped to buy candles for the dinner. If I’ll ever make you wait for me it would be because it’s difficult to maintain my beauty. If I’ll ever won’t say “I love you”, it would be because my lips are already kissing yours. If I’ll ever cry in your arms, it will only be because of love and happiness.
It will only be because I Love You!
It’s been four since we said for the first time on the same time I like you.
Over 7 days from your birthday… I see that you’re still calling me for your birthday. I guess you still like to make presents to yourself by hearing my voice.
We were one and the same person. We knew the pure love that could ever exist. I knew you, you knew me.
Things happen, but feelings don’t. Feelings persist, and will persist on…
4 years… And we feel each other as the beginning of our life. I loved you, you loved me. The most important thing is that we didn’t waste our time. We spent it loving. And we really loved each other…
Time pass, feelings persist, memories exist, we’ll always be the same. So, dear pure love, no matter that the distance is still between us, you have your life, I have mine. And if you’re happy so do I.
But if we’ll ever meet again, I know that we’ll still be the same us.
Happy fourth year of meeting myself, my love, my kindness, my all.
All my life I needed an exact thing about how to start a new year. Depends on how you wait for it. How? Partying? Hoping for the best? Making a wish? Looking to the hight?
Yes. Like this. Until I got into 2014.
This year was like a fake temptation. Had trade me and make me think that that sweet beginning will lead me to something better. To what I wanted to realize along of it. But…
In some words I’ll describe it. I named it Wyoml. Guess? Worst Year Of My Life.
This doesn’t mean I didn’t enjoy all its moments. Cause there were also beautiful ones. Of course, everything bad comes with a good first. Or after. 2015… ?
Wyoml showed me and made me pass for the first time, through the worst feeling that a human can have. Loosing somebody you truly care. And not just this: plus, without seeing that person before “the gone”.
This, a great torture, with a bonus pain in my heart and mind. Until this year, I have never experienced something like this.
After this try over me, Wyoml gave me some beautiful moments, but, how can you be happy drinking crystal water after you’ve been already dehydrated ? At least you’re not dead, you might be thinking now.
After treating myself by doing useless things to my personal evolution as a human in this tyrannic world, Wyoml showed me that it can do it ¨better, so I’ve been served with the detachment and recklessness of the ones I love. And, the reasons has no importance when they know they’re the ones for you.
Ok, Wyoml. You infected the love that had been feeding me since I was born.
Sad. Nevertheless , all that I have to say is thank you.
Thank you, Wyoml for training me for this life.
I also know that nothing worth comes easy, and I’m also conscious that in a great measure all of these depended on my strength, faith, trust and hope. When I had none of these.
So thanks again, Wyoml, aka 2014.
You just trained me for a next one, and now I’m well prepared.
I have the Strength to sustain my Faith that will protect my Trust so I can Hope to act. – Maria Sfiq
I’m talking about 17th september. Yes, my birthday. It a special day, despite of all others when I didn’t really felt them as my birthdays. I was home alone, and this test of solitude made me talking to my self. And it was a good speaking.
It was special because I felt that I really changed my life, at a 21 jump. Yes. I was happy, insecure, powerful, lovely dressed, positive thinking – which is the most important – and welcome to all the new things.
I don’t like presents. Now 6 or 7 years this was a lie, but now, I do like to forget about presents on special days. I like presents all the time. So I like to be surprised.
It’s a big number for me. I’m feeling different. A litle bit inlove with some things, as life, me, and someone else.
It’s 21. And I like the way I am. I guess this is one of the most important things to be happy.