Just close your eyes – Story I

In the middle of her heart she’d never let him go. She lied because of love and this thing was like a hot knife… She tried to hold on. But her body wasn’t connected to her mind anymore, so she looked down then back and saw nothing. ‘Cause he was gone.

In a sunny day of march, when the blossoms were so pink, a lightly pink, she is walking on a public garden close to the University of Arts. All the time thinking of the future and letting the present forgotten as if it’s not the base of her thoughts. She’s acting as if she’s scared of herself. She’s so alone. She just closed her eyes and now, back to the reality, she is staring at an open window of the corp C, whence a calm sound is coming.

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Maybe she isn’t really prepared for what it’s coming but she knows exactly that nothing could be easy. There are only risks or sacrifices. And she hates to look back. This sound is easily familiar to her. She was used to woke up in the morning listening to it. And that’s why she is walking on this garden, close to this building. His mind was so delicate and she was safe putting her trust in his energy. That’s why she’s hopeless now.

He said “I’ll never let you do, you’ll all that I need.” Her enigmatic feelings pursue over her love from him. Now all that she remembers are the last words he was saying “just close your eyes”.

Love is good but sometimes doesn’t have anything to do with happiness. She was looking for happiness without thinking that what she wants is not what she needs. She’s good, patient, wise and too calm. She’s the oposite of what she really was when he met her eyes for the first time. She made him fall and lived the moment doing the same, but then, her happiness proved to be away from him. And he said “don’t look down, I’ll hold on”. Her life is different and soon will be short. She’s deep in love and she have to let him go.

While runing on the same boulevard to her little house from the beach, she heard some wicked words. “Ohh girl, that’s your name”. He was calling her asking to stay.

She would give anything to get in his arms al least for the last time. But she would intensify those beautiful feelings for no future. Only thinking of the future.

“I need to know why, that’s all I need to hear, please…”

Her energy was totaly consumed, hard breathing, keeping her hand over her heart, she turned back trying to control herself. She looked up, saw that friendly glance and sad on the same time. She couldn’t whisper a word. She’s giving up. And how ironic, being sure that she’s owning a short life she’s only thinking of a future.

“I will… I just can’t…”

Her smooth glance is beging him to leave, it would be easy.

In the middle of her heart she’d never let him go. She lied because of love and this thing was like a hot knife… She tried to hold on. But her body wasn’t connected to her mind anymore, so she looked down then back and saw nothing. ‘Cause he was gone.

Photo : TheInspirationGrid

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