Goodbye – You, Wyoml!

All my life I needed an exact thing about how to start a new year. Depends on how you wait for it. How? Partying? Hoping for the best? Making a wish? Looking to the hight?
Yes. Like this. Until I got into 2014.

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This year was like a fake temptation. Had trade me and make me think that that sweet beginning will lead me to something better. To what I wanted to realize along of it. But…
In some words I’ll describe it. I named it Wyoml. Guess? Worst Year Of My Life.

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This doesn’t mean I didn’t enjoy all its moments. Cause there were also beautiful ones. Of course, everything bad comes with a good first. Or after. 2015… ?
Wyoml showed me and made me pass for the first time, through the worst feeling that a human can have. Loosing somebody you truly care. And not just this: plus, without seeing that person before “the gone”.
This, a great torture, with a bonus pain in my heart and mind. Until this year, I have never experienced something like this.

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After this try over me, Wyoml gave me some beautiful moments, but, how can you be happy drinking crystal water after you’ve been already dehydrated ? At least you’re not dead, you might be thinking now.

After treating myself by doing useless things to my personal evolution as a human in this tyrannic world, Wyoml showed me that it can do it ¨better, so I’ve been served with the detachment and recklessness of the ones I love. And, the reasons has no importance when they know they’re the ones for you.
Ok, Wyoml. You infected the love that had been feeding me since I was born.
Sad. Nevertheless , all that I have to say is thank you.

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Thank you, Wyoml for training me for this life.
I also know that nothing worth comes easy, and I’m also conscious that in a great measure all of these depended on my strength, faith, trust and hope. When I had none of these.

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So thanks again, Wyoml, aka 2014.
You just trained me for a next one, and now I’m well prepared.

I have the Strength to sustain my Faith that will protect my Trust so I can Hope to act. – Maria Sfiq

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